It has definitely been a while since I posted. I have always been dragging posts after posts.
Typing them and end up deleting them for fear that they get judged but well again, nobody really reads it anyway. I don't really know why am I caring so much.
Okay, so lets update myself about how have things been?
Hmm, say its been pretty much the same or much worse and much more screwed up. It hasnt been a easy road going to school acting like nothing is wrong with me when the whirlpool of thoughts at the back of my mind is traumatizing and annoying. It has been difficult to hide everything and when I dont have anyone to speak to, who do I turn to?
FOOD. Yes, you are fucking right.
The only thing that I can control.
It can ruin my entire day or it could just brighten my entire day.
Fuck this shit.
I wish I could get out of this cycle.
XT, I feel you and I would give a million dollars to have your courage.
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