I feel like my whole life is just so boring, nothing exciting like finding a boyfriend or good friends or people who seriously cherish me.
Maybe these thoughts would come and go away, but its just times like this that make me feel super duper lonely and so helpless. The crazy thoughts would always come at this timing, haunting me like cray cray.
Maybe I would act on those thoughts sometimes or maybe just once, and I will never ever come back again (if you know what I mean) Sometimes people words comments actions can also make me feel so inferior but then again what Eleanor Roosevelt said was true "Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent". If I didn't have so intense and so many insecurities, I don't think life would be so tough. I brought all these upon myself.
Without all these triggers, I would be able to function as a normal person and lead a normal life. Maybe there will be ups and downs but I know I won't do silly stuff or have cray cray on-top-of-the-world insane thoughts.
Nobody ever ever stays. I repeat NOBODY.
Rant isn't over yet, it's just that I don't want to bore you guys. HAHAHHA.
Go ahead and judge me.
Ciaos, sorry there isn't any pictures available. boring blog.
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